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Wednesday, 1 July 2026

1st July 2026

Hello there!

I know it has been a while but I just have no time or place or my old consciousness about things and stuff around me. I just need to write something as I have internet today. Not that I am without internet connection most day, I do. I just am in a cafe with my laptop and some time to kill.

The PRN is coming soon. Johor, Melaka and Negeri Sembilan. I don't even remember but here it is.

Bagi Pilihan Raya Negeri (PRN) Johor Ke-16, Suruhanjaya Pilihan Raya (SPR) telah menetapkan hari mengundi pada 11 Julai 2026 (Sabtu).

Berikut adalah jadual dan tarikh-tarikh penting PRN Johor tersebut:

Penamaan Calon: 27 Jun 2026 (Sabtu)
Pengundian Awal: 7 Julai 2026 (Selasa)
Hari Mengundi (Biasa): 11 Julai 2026 (Sabtu)

I have just submit the EPF form for Sanah today. It's not much but at least it's moving. I am conflicted, I feel like I'm being hypocrite when I promote people to invest in AI and NVDIA and all these tech companies. I feel like my purpose in life, my goal have all shifted and that feels very untrue to my principle.

My dad's condition is deteriorating btw. He doesn't eat much. He doesn't move much. I feel so sad seeing him and I feel a bit guilty. I hope he doesn't remember me being a bad daughter.

I have so much more to say but this is it for today.

Friday, 18 July 2025

this post for that one guy that get my hate more than I ever thought I would

So I answered to this guy dm. At first I ignored him but something about tweet that I accidentally look back at his and feel like I should. Then I checked his dm, and saw that he in fact dm me in Oct 24. So I send him ngl, but he knows it was from me. so I replied to him, who knows we bond over unrecruited love and football. So I went out with him for few times. I think he is ok since he is quite a nice guy. boy how mistaken I was.

From the case of deleted chat, and me tweeting angry stuff at him, to him reactivating and now blocking me everywhere I wish I am more mature than this but I hate not having closure. So I finally said all the angry and stupid stuff so I am more than happy to remove him completely out of my life.

his name is luqman hadri bin hasri, email luqman.hadri@gmail.com. remember this cause I will conduct some petty revenge on his ass soon. how dare he block me just from the text I said I want to ask something? I hate the hell of him and I hope he live a miserable life.

Thursday, 12 June 2025

May 2025

I guess this is how i write my blog now. I need to write and I need my diary but I can't just talk to everyone.

It's 8-May-2025 now and I am in library. It was raining so it is so cold her right now. I don't know what am I doing but I need to be doing something honestly.

Wednesday, 29 May 2024

May 2024

I am in a cafe but I am starving. This cafe used to be better. no so bad. i guess there's not so many people. but how come you are a coffee shop but u don't have any food???

ok i am at Celcius Coffee. It used to be nice here. It's close to Zus i guess that's why tak ramai here. but the environment and vibe here is better. the problem is they do not have food other than cakes. I saw the menu, and i even had some before. the corner of this coffee shop is not cemented. they put some small stones

There's a lot of people doing work here though. I think this is a good place to lepak but i just have to make sure I'm already full before I can lepak here.

ok made some appointment today so I have to leave sebab lapar.

I need to think of what story I am gonna write, and what essay I want t write about. I used to be able to concern about more stuff but these days I have no energy to do that. The Maslow's hierarchy, I am not able to fulfill the base line yet.

hopefully everything will be okay. nak cari makan.