feeling....

I'm not sure what do I feel about him.
I'm not sure whether I like him....
I don't really got the chance to talk to him before.
But why suddenly...?

I feel like a school kid had a crush for the first time.

But the problem is, I'm not sure what do I feel about him....

Maybe I like him cause he's young...?
About my age even though he's abit younger?
He's in the same post with me?
He's continuing his study?
He's from a boarding school, just like me?
He's not that innocent, not that goody-two-shoes....
He's from near-by town, very close to my hometown?
He look as if he's interested.... well, a little..?
I don't know, but I need him to be more blunt. Be more dare...

And I feel a bit jealous, when I saw that they are so close.
urgh!
well, she look much prettier than me... and I'm not in my best condition now.
What shall I do?
And I don't even help the situation by doing what I did on last Saturday...

What I really want to know is, if he's interested or not.
I may be a bit nervous, and awkward. But if he's interested.... than, all will be ok...