Tired...

Always doing the same stuff everyday...
I wish I could change the way I am right now…

stop talking to me while I'm being angry with you.

don't disturb me while I'm ignoring you

crying

i feel like doing something which I haven't do in a long time.

but i'm just not in my safe place yet.

what is happiness?

I can't figure it out.
what is happiness actually.
is being with your loved ones called happiness?
is being with your friend called happiness?
is having a lot of money called happiness?
is having somebody loving you to death called happiness?
is having your family and friend beside u all the time called happiness?
is able to do everything you want is happiness..?

then,

what about somebody who has nobody, who has nothing, who is not capable of doing a lot of things they want..
are they not destined to be happy?..

~my life is a journey to find happiness, eternal happiness...~

like a star..

I thought for some time, i did found my star. I just hate thinking about people who does not even think about me. My life will be much easier without them in my mind, in my life. but this is a beautiful song from Corrine Bailey Rae. I just hope I'll find mine in time, my own star...
Corinne Bailey Rae - Like A Star

Just like a star across my sky,
Just like an angel off the page,
You have appeared to my life,
Feel like I'll never be the same,
Just like a song in my heart,
Just like oil on my hands,
Honour to love you

Still I wonder why it is,
I don't argue like this,
With anyone but you,
We do it all the time,
Blowing out my mind,

You've got this look I can't describe,
You make me feel like I'm alive,
When everything else is au fait,
Without a doubt you're on my side,
Heaven has been away too long,
Can't find the words to write this song,
Oh...
Your love,

Still I wonder why it is,
I don't argue like this,
With anyone but you,
We do it all the time,
Blowing out my mind,

Now I have come to understand,
The way it is,
It's not a secret anymore,
'cause we've been through that before,
From tonight I know that you're the only one,
I've been confused and in the dark,
Now I understand,

I wonder why it is,
I don't argue like this,
With anyone but you,
I wonder why it is,
I wont let my guard down,
For anyone but you
We do it all the time,
Blowing out my mind,

Just like a star across my sky,
Just like an angel off the page,
You have appeared to my life,
Feel like I'll never be the same,
Just like a song in my heart,
Just like oil on my hands

just check the video... it's a beautiful song, and she sing it really beautifully...