29 March 2019

Today isn't a good day. As always, when I decide to write.

I fight with people on the internet. I fight with a friend through whatsapp. I fight against a friend i met only once. Etc.

I can't focus. I can't read. I can't clean up my house. I can't sleep properly.

I can't do a lot of thing.

It's not helping when your neighbour is doing renovation. 

I was planning to go to Fraser's hill or Cameron Highland but I can't bring myself to do it. I can't even clean my house.

Ok this is going to be long but I don't know where it's going. I am going to buy some dinner and go back for cleaning up and then go out again for Shazam. I should have been applying for job for the past 2 weeks but I didn't do anything. The problem is, I can't read I can't do anything. Shall I quit the internet all together?

I wish I know the answer.

6 March 2019

My Wolverine is having this issue again.

Yesterday as I was driving home from work, I need to overtake a very slow car driving in front of me. So I take the right lane and step on the accelerator. Suddenly the engine light blinking and the car began to shack vigorously when I slowed down. It is really upsetting, but what can I do... I have been neglecting the care for so many months now. I even skip the regular service until almost 2 months later.

So this morning I skip work to go to the workshop. Actually, I plan to take just a few hours off, but I am too scared about the damage to my car that I have been delaying it so much. I also plan to just take the day off.

What I don't expect is people looking for me in the office. First is Shal when actually it is Atun looking for some documents or something. Then suddenly my "friend" AC call me. (It is in "" because he keep mentioning that, nothing more). It was unexpected. I initially don't want to talk to pick up any office call but I just did, wondering what makes him call me. When I said hello suddenly he said he was looking for Shal. I said this is not her, and he knows her number maybe? Then he proceeds by asking me if I'm on leave today which I said I am. He said it is because I live far, which confuses me. Anyway, he said ok and see me tomorrow, which I agree. That's just about 11.40am when it's about to lunch hour. I don't think he accidentally calls me or he doesn't know my colleague's number. I think he purposely calls to make sure I am still working there. I can't say that he misses me that's absurd, even though he seems to be coming to our office every day and finding reasons to talk to me? I don't know, people can be weird.

Anyway, Ida also looks for me, wondering if I'm sick or anything. Don't know that I somehow put some impact on people especially when I am leaving.

Talking about Wolverine, I don't know how much damage did I have to handle. The coil, the bulb, the sensors. Well, later will have to upload the photo of actual cost and what did happen today.

So for today's story, I just want to highlight on these few events that I found interesting. Funnily enough, I have a crush on YF but this AC seems to keep giving me attention.