I forgot how to feel. I forgot how is it to miss someone.
I do miss my friend. I miss my youth.
I forgot what does it feel to have your heart flutter. The guy who did that to me before is a cheater. I don't miss him. Not anymore. I hate him in fact. Too much.
He makes me hate. He makes my heart harden, even further.
He makes me forget that I, too, have feeling.
What is wrong with me sometimes? Why am I being this at this state. Why am I kidding myself? Have I push myself hard enough?
What am I aiming?
Who am I kidding?
Where am I going?
Swallowing my own spit is not an option.
There there...
Brain. Where are you?
How are you doing?
What about your faith?
Have you lose it?
Why?
It's heart that always have doubt.
You should be the reasonable one.
You.
You deserve better.
You deserve happiness.
