Hello darkness

What is wrong with me sometimes? Why am I being this at this state. Why am I kidding myself? Have I push myself hard enough?
What am I aiming?
Who am I kidding?
Where am I going?
Swallowing my own spit is not an option.

There there...

Brain. Where are you?
How are you doing?
What about your faith?
Have you lose it?
Why?
It's heart that always have doubt.
You should be the reasonable one.

You.
You deserve better.
You deserve happiness.