I hope this blog will not emerge when I'm about to get my nobel prize one day. or when I decide that I shall be the Prime Minister or President or something.
I can't be more depressed that I already am, can I?
Remember when I was at the lowest point in my life? This ain't so much different either. I feel so hopeless, things like moving nowhere. I'm going nowhere. Sometimes I just want some human touch. I need to talk to people. At least some people who want to talk to me.
My family ignore me. Friend? Do I have any?
Sometimes I feel really lonely.
Sometimes I just want to meet new people sometimes I'm just too afraid.
Sometimes it's too painful.
Sometimes I crave human interaction. I need to feel needed. I want to be wanted. I want to be included.
People are mean.
I hate people.
26-Nov-2020.
p/s: I just confirm today that I didn't pay for my road tax since 18-Sept-2020.
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