No Regrets

I shouldn't have any regrets.

This what i told myself time after time.
Cause I've already think about my decision over and over again most of the time. Even though I have the tendency to act on impulse...

I bought myself a new handphone.
Sony Ericson W705
I like that phone, true!
But I trade in my precious beloved handphone for RM350 only!
On my!
Seeing my dianaE51 for the last time really break my heart.
The feeling that I will never ever see it again really hit me.
The feeling that I'll never ever gonna hold it in my palm again...
The weight i produce, and how it fit in my palm...
The nice color it has. All the feature it has...
My 4G micro SD memory card!
And I sell it for RM350 only!
The camera is still very good. It has a very clear, good sound...
I should be able to get a much better price for it.
Why do I go with my impulse to go immediately grab that offer?
That's not the best offer I can get!
I'm doing injustice to my beloved dianaE51.
How can I do that to you, and to myself...?

Good bye my dear...
I shouldn't have ANY regrets! SHOULDN'T!!
I'm being overreacted, I know, but.....
I think this is the feeling of losing something/someone important maybe...

Maybe I should start anew... the hell with all the sms from him before
I need to lost all that for me to move on maybe...
Maybe it's all for the better

But I still miss my dianaE51 dearly
can I just mourn for it...?

I took a picture of the last minutes I ever lay my eyes on it again, but I'm unable to upload it yet...
Life's full of sorrow, and regrets... and I wish I don't have too many....

blogger yang penat

aku penat hari nih
penat je datang awl (tak la awal sgt pun)
penat wat report yang banyak (mmg bnyk pun)
penat baca blog (hehe.... bnyk blog)
penat chatting
penat pakai baju kebaya (hehe.. hehe)

aku pun penat nak fikir apa nak tulis sebenarnya... hahahah.....
tp tgk blogger2 tuh cambest jer citer diorg

lantak lah

esok2 tulis lagik.

" your outlook on life is a direct reflection on how much you like yourself"

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After 1 year.....

after 1 year......

well, i don't really know what to write in this entry.
It was last week that i realize that it has been 1 year since I start this blog. Means that it has been 1 year since he ditched me. It has been 1 year since I feel so.... It all happen 1 year ago...
Sometimes I just wonder if I really miss him... But, recently I keep thinking of him. Wonder how he has been doing.
Sometimes I just don't care.
Whatever..

I think that I'm happier these days... Can be seen by my increasing weight. :)

I've been wanting the break-up long before that, but I just cannot accept that he's the one leaving me. Because all this while, he have kept telling me don't go..... &#!+

Whatever...

Break-up really do me good :)
I got to do thing which I'm unable to do before.
I got time for things I've never have time for before.
I don't have headache for the stupid relationship anymore.
All and all, I think I'm happy.

But to forgive him..... never....