Mimpi

Aku mau kau mimpi aku.
Tiap-tiap malam.
Sampai kau tak boleh buat apa-apa.

Aku mau kau mimpi aku.
Tak kira macamana rupa mimpi itu.
Tak kira macamana keadaan masa itu.
Sebab aku cuma mau kau mimpi aku.

Sebab aku mau penuhi dunia kau.
Dalam nyata dan dalam khayal.
Dalam sedar, dan dalam mimpi.

Sebab aku mau, cuma aku.
Dalam mimpi mimpi kau.
Dalam angan kau.
Dalam ingatan kau.

Aku mau
Cuma aku.

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I wonder how can I let u know...

----- Forwarded message -----
From: "d.yanz1147@gmail.com" <d.yanz1147@gmail.com>
Date: Sat, Jan 14, 2012 07:28
Subject: I wonder how can I let u know...
To: <d.yanz1147.theunrestmind@gmail.com>

I wonder how can I let u know...

Di sini matahari lupa bersinar
Di sini bintang tak pernah jatuh, untuk beri sebarang hajat.
Di sini hujan selalu turun, tapi masih kemarau
Di sini aku belajar, erti hidup, maksud kasihan
Di sini aku belajar apa itu rasa, dan di sini juga lah aku buang rasa itu.
Di sini itu, hati aku...

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hey you!

hey!

Never ever play with my feeling! Or you might regret it.


Suddenly feel so stupid.

So stupid.

Dugaan

Dugaan itu dtg dlm pelbagai bentuk.

Ya Allah, kenapa bnyk sgt dugaanMu.

Jahat sangat ke aku?

(ditulis dgn bercucuran air mata yg x boleh di cover lagi)

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..rahsia...

sebenarnya aku tak nak ada org yang aku kenal baca blog aku.
sebenarnya aku taknak ada org yang kenal aku baca blog aku.

sebenarnya aku kalau boleh nak tulis suka-suka syok sendiri mengarut tulis apa yang aku suka ikut suka hati aku, perasaan dan hati aku.
sebab tu kalau boleh aku taknak ada siapa-siapa kenal aku.
sebab rahsia aku semua ada dalam hati aku.
kalau dah tulis blog nanti org baca macam diary aku, lepas tu aku tak tau dia baca, lepas tu dia baca dia diam-diam aje,
lepas tu aku ingat dia tak pernah baca,
aku buat muka selamba tapi sebenarnya dia baca dan tau sangat pasal blog aku!
oh no!
oh tidak!

my confusion, your doing

this thing I wanna know.

I've accept that this is just a temporary
I've accept that this feeling is not mutual
I've accept that I might have thought wrongly
I've accept that you actually treat others the same way, maybe better
I've accept that I am not an important figure to you, and maybe you to me...

But..

Why do you have to seems to care to what I do?
Why do you have to seems to care to what I write?
Why do you have to seems to care to where I post my photo?
Why do you have to seems to care to how I live my life?
Why do you have to seems to care to what I eat?
Why do you have to seems to care to what I think?
Why do you have to seems to care to what I feel?
Why do you have to seems to care to where was I at certain time?

Why do seems to know as if you follow what I did?

Just stop all that and I'll be fine.
Cause I'm born to survive.
Cause I'm not born to make others suffer.
Cause I'm not born to depends on others.
Cause I'm born to make others smile.
all the people around me.

Even if it makes me cry...

..quote

"I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best."
— Marilyn Monroe

"Don't stop at the top, touch the sky before you drop"

Aim for the moon, that way, even if you miss you'll still be amongst the stars! - W. Clement Stone