sebenarnya aku tak nak ada org yang aku kenal baca blog aku.
sebenarnya aku taknak ada org yang kenal aku baca blog aku.
sebenarnya aku kalau boleh nak tulis suka-suka syok sendiri mengarut tulis apa yang aku suka ikut suka hati aku, perasaan dan hati aku.
sebab tu kalau boleh aku taknak ada siapa-siapa kenal aku.
sebab rahsia aku semua ada dalam hati aku.
kalau dah tulis blog nanti org baca macam diary aku, lepas tu aku tak tau dia baca, lepas tu dia baca dia diam-diam aje,
lepas tu aku ingat dia tak pernah baca,
aku buat muka selamba tapi sebenarnya dia baca dan tau sangat pasal blog aku!
oh no!
oh tidak!
Thursday 1 December 2011
Monday 24 October 2011
my confusion, your doing
this thing I wanna know.
I've accept that this is just a temporary
I've accept that this feeling is not mutual
I've accept that I might have thought wrongly
I've accept that you actually treat others the same way, maybe better
I've accept that I am not an important figure to you, and maybe you to me...
But..
Why do you have to seems to care to what I do?
Why do you have to seems to care to what I write?
Why do you have to seems to care to where I post my photo?
Why do you have to seems to care to how I live my life?
Why do you have to seems to care to what I eat?
Why do you have to seems to care to what I think?
Why do you have to seems to care to what I feel?
Why do you have to seems to care to where was I at certain time?
Why do seems to know as if you follow what I did?
Just stop all that and I'll be fine.
Cause I'm born to survive.
Cause I'm not born to make others suffer.
Cause I'm not born to depends on others.
Cause I'm born to make others smile.
all the people around me.
Even if it makes me cry...
I've accept that this is just a temporary
I've accept that this feeling is not mutual
I've accept that I might have thought wrongly
I've accept that you actually treat others the same way, maybe better
I've accept that I am not an important figure to you, and maybe you to me...
But..
Why do you have to seems to care to what I do?
Why do you have to seems to care to what I write?
Why do you have to seems to care to where I post my photo?
Why do you have to seems to care to how I live my life?
Why do you have to seems to care to what I eat?
Why do you have to seems to care to what I think?
Why do you have to seems to care to what I feel?
Why do you have to seems to care to where was I at certain time?
Why do seems to know as if you follow what I did?
Just stop all that and I'll be fine.
Cause I'm born to survive.
Cause I'm not born to make others suffer.
Cause I'm not born to depends on others.
Cause I'm born to make others smile.
all the people around me.
Even if it makes me cry...
Saturday 22 October 2011
..quote
"I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best."
— Marilyn Monroe
"Don't stop at the top, touch the sky before you drop"
Aim for the moon, that way, even if you miss you'll still be amongst the stars! - W. Clement Stone
Monday 25 July 2011
Wednesday 20 July 2011
Beri aku ketabahan
Dear Allah,
Give me some strength, give me some hope..
Dear Allah,
Help me find my path, show me the way, please give me guidance,
Dear Allah,
Show me some mercy, do not test me more than I can take..
Dear Allah,
Give me happiness, give me the light..
Give me some strength, give me some hope..
Dear Allah,
Help me find my path, show me the way, please give me guidance,
Dear Allah,
Show me some mercy, do not test me more than I can take..
Dear Allah,
Give me happiness, give me the light..
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Monday 18 July 2011
god give me more time
I hope that I'm given some times.
God give me strength ,
Give me your help and guidance
Give me and show me the way, for me to do good..
Show me the way I can survive in this world and be good in other world too...
God give me strength ,
Give me your help and guidance
Give me and show me the way, for me to do good..
Show me the way I can survive in this world and be good in other world too...
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Tuesday 12 July 2011
Selamat Hari Bapa 2011
I move this from my other blog cause I found it to be a little bit too personal for others to see. It was originally posted on Father's Day itself.
Hari ni hari ayah 2011...
Aku sebenarnya selalu marah dengan abah, selalu bertekak dengan abah. sebabnya kitorg dua-dua keras kepala. tapi bila aku makin dewasa ni baru aku sedar betapa banyak persamaan aku dengan abah. walaupun dari segi rupa aku banyak macam emak, tp segi pemikiran, pendapat, perangai, banyak yang aku macam abah.
dulu mak kecik ati kalau aku g bandar dgn abah. kalau pergi jln2 kuar bndr dengan abah, mesti abah ajak makan mana2, beli apa2. mak kata kalau dgn aku je abah nak beli apa la, pegi makan la. kalau dengan emak takde.
masa kecik2 kalau aku demam panas, aku rasa tak blh tido, sakit etc, nnt mlm2 abah akan datang tlg tuamkan kepala aku. nnt dia akanrasa suhu badan aku dgn tangan dia. pastu biasanya dia baca ayat-ayat sikit pastu tiup kat telinga aku. aku biasanya tersedar, (kadang-kadang tak) tapi aku akan rasa lebih lega lepas tu. sebab tu masa aku dah besar dah sekolah asrama, kalau demam aku mesti rindu nak balik rumah.
Dulu masa sekolah, aku rasa memang abah sayang dekat kitorg. aku kan student yang baik, selalu dapat nombor 1, jadi abah bangga sangat. tapi bila as punya result teruk, dia rasa mcm bersalah dekat as. dia rasa dia abaikan as sebab tu as tak berapa bagus result dia. dia kata sebab dia nak sangat anak lelaki, jadi as ni dia buat endah tak endah je. tapi nasib baik as jadi berjaya jugak sekarang nih.
Masa kecik2 abah selalu keje jauh. dulu2 pernah abah keje luar sampai seminggu baru balik. abah keje berat. abah tebang hutan. abah bukak jalan, bukak kampung, bukak felda. kesian abah sebab dia tak pernah rasa hidup senang. dulu dia selalu cerita pasal hutan yang dia jumpa ada gajah, harimau... masa kecik2 dia pernah dengar bunyi harimau dekat rumah kitorg. abah selalu cerita macamana susahnya hidup dia. abah cerita dia tak pernah belajar sekolah, macamana dia nak sangat sekolah tapi arwah atuk tak bagi. abah cerita macamana dia kerja susah. abah cerita pasal kecik2 dia kena masak untuk uda, tapi pak long (arwah) boleh pegi sekolah, boleh berkawan, kerja tak susah... kesianya abah. sebab tu dia selalus uruh kitorg belajar pandai pandai. kerja bagus bagus... tapi aku jadi anak yang degil pulak.
dia jugak cerita masa kecik dia pegi menyeberang sungai dengan arwah atuk, bawak beras. atuk tipu umo abah sebab budak2 tak boleh kerja, dan sebagainnya. dia cerita macamana dia dapat offer kerja bagus, kat pejabat tanah dan sebagainya, tapi orang tu mintak sijil dan dia tak ada. jadi dia memang suruh kitorg belajar sampai dapat kelulusan yang baik.
Masa masuk u, abah sakit. bukan bukan.. masa aku lepas matrik abah jatuh sakit. tu aku paling tak dapat lupakan. Abah tak boleh bangun, abah tak boleh cakap, abah tak kenal orang. Orang ramai dah datang rumah. semua ingat abah dah tak boleh bangun lagi. Masa tu mak setia duduk tepi abah, jaga abah. aku tengok mak emmang dah tak larat nak angkat abah, so setiap kali nak pegi toilet ke, aku mesti tolong angkat abah, kalau bukan sarul. adik2 aku semua kecik lagi. Aku masa tu baru nak naik tahun 1 UKM, jadi aku sangat takut nak pegi belajar takde duit, jadi aku kerja kat kilang. Aku OT dan sebagainya.. Mak macam nak pinjam duit dari org utk kitrg belajar. ayie pun baru nak naik thn 2. Tapi abah kuat, semangat dia kuat. Hari2 dia cuba bangun, hari2 dia nak sihat, aku rasa abah walaupun sakit tapi sangat2 nak sihat sebab kitorg anak2 dia nih. kitorg masih kecik2, belum ada yang kerja lagi. Amazingly, abah boleh bangun, abah boleh jalan, sampai sekarang abah boleh sihat.
abah memang sayang anak-anaknya. aku ada gambar dgn abah masa kecik masa aku baru lepas nangis. How I wish I was 5 again.
Happy Father's Day 2011 abah!
Hari ni hari ayah 2011...
Aku sebenarnya selalu marah dengan abah, selalu bertekak dengan abah. sebabnya kitorg dua-dua keras kepala. tapi bila aku makin dewasa ni baru aku sedar betapa banyak persamaan aku dengan abah. walaupun dari segi rupa aku banyak macam emak, tp segi pemikiran, pendapat, perangai, banyak yang aku macam abah.
dulu mak kecik ati kalau aku g bandar dgn abah. kalau pergi jln2 kuar bndr dengan abah, mesti abah ajak makan mana2, beli apa2. mak kata kalau dgn aku je abah nak beli apa la, pegi makan la. kalau dengan emak takde.
masa kecik2 kalau aku demam panas, aku rasa tak blh tido, sakit etc, nnt mlm2 abah akan datang tlg tuamkan kepala aku. nnt dia akanrasa suhu badan aku dgn tangan dia. pastu biasanya dia baca ayat-ayat sikit pastu tiup kat telinga aku. aku biasanya tersedar, (kadang-kadang tak) tapi aku akan rasa lebih lega lepas tu. sebab tu masa aku dah besar dah sekolah asrama, kalau demam aku mesti rindu nak balik rumah.
Dulu masa sekolah, aku rasa memang abah sayang dekat kitorg. aku kan student yang baik, selalu dapat nombor 1, jadi abah bangga sangat. tapi bila as punya result teruk, dia rasa mcm bersalah dekat as. dia rasa dia abaikan as sebab tu as tak berapa bagus result dia. dia kata sebab dia nak sangat anak lelaki, jadi as ni dia buat endah tak endah je. tapi nasib baik as jadi berjaya jugak sekarang nih.
Masa kecik2 abah selalu keje jauh. dulu2 pernah abah keje luar sampai seminggu baru balik. abah keje berat. abah tebang hutan. abah bukak jalan, bukak kampung, bukak felda. kesian abah sebab dia tak pernah rasa hidup senang. dulu dia selalu cerita pasal hutan yang dia jumpa ada gajah, harimau... masa kecik2 dia pernah dengar bunyi harimau dekat rumah kitorg. abah selalu cerita macamana susahnya hidup dia. abah cerita dia tak pernah belajar sekolah, macamana dia nak sangat sekolah tapi arwah atuk tak bagi. abah cerita macamana dia kerja susah. abah cerita pasal kecik2 dia kena masak untuk uda, tapi pak long (arwah) boleh pegi sekolah, boleh berkawan, kerja tak susah... kesianya abah. sebab tu dia selalus uruh kitorg belajar pandai pandai. kerja bagus bagus... tapi aku jadi anak yang degil pulak.
dia jugak cerita masa kecik dia pegi menyeberang sungai dengan arwah atuk, bawak beras. atuk tipu umo abah sebab budak2 tak boleh kerja, dan sebagainnya. dia cerita macamana dia dapat offer kerja bagus, kat pejabat tanah dan sebagainya, tapi orang tu mintak sijil dan dia tak ada. jadi dia memang suruh kitorg belajar sampai dapat kelulusan yang baik.
Masa masuk u, abah sakit. bukan bukan.. masa aku lepas matrik abah jatuh sakit. tu aku paling tak dapat lupakan. Abah tak boleh bangun, abah tak boleh cakap, abah tak kenal orang. Orang ramai dah datang rumah. semua ingat abah dah tak boleh bangun lagi. Masa tu mak setia duduk tepi abah, jaga abah. aku tengok mak emmang dah tak larat nak angkat abah, so setiap kali nak pegi toilet ke, aku mesti tolong angkat abah, kalau bukan sarul. adik2 aku semua kecik lagi. Aku masa tu baru nak naik tahun 1 UKM, jadi aku sangat takut nak pegi belajar takde duit, jadi aku kerja kat kilang. Aku OT dan sebagainya.. Mak macam nak pinjam duit dari org utk kitrg belajar. ayie pun baru nak naik thn 2. Tapi abah kuat, semangat dia kuat. Hari2 dia cuba bangun, hari2 dia nak sihat, aku rasa abah walaupun sakit tapi sangat2 nak sihat sebab kitorg anak2 dia nih. kitorg masih kecik2, belum ada yang kerja lagi. Amazingly, abah boleh bangun, abah boleh jalan, sampai sekarang abah boleh sihat.
abah memang sayang anak-anaknya. aku ada gambar dgn abah masa kecik masa aku baru lepas nangis. How I wish I was 5 again.
Happy Father's Day 2011 abah!
Sunday 19 June 2011
parah parah parah
kenapa parah?
siapa parah?
apa yang parah?
huhuhu... semuanya aku.
aku tak tau kenapa, aku tak tau sebab apa, dan obviously, aku tak tau macamana nak overcome ni.
aku tak tau mcmana boleh aku igt pada seseorang yang aku tak pasti igt kat aku tak.
seseorang yg sedang fikir pasal aku tak.
aku sekarang tertanya-tanya, samaada dia
- fikir pasal aku
- ingat dekat aku
- rindu kat aku
- nak jumpa aku
- nak dgr suara aku
- nak borak-borak dgn aku
- nak tau apa kabar aku
sebab.. semua tu aku condition aku sekarang
dan aku tu dia.
so aku rasa sangat parah
aku harap dia dalam keadaan yang sama
aku harap dia nak jumpa aku
aku harap dia resah gelisah jugak
aku harap dapat tengok dia
aku harap dapat jumpa dia
aku harap dapat borak-borak dan gelak-gelak pada joke dia, pada joke aku
aku harap kalau tak jumpa dia, atau nampak dia, tengok facebook dia pun boleh
aku harap nampak kereta dia pun ok
aku harap chatting dgn dia pun ok
aku harap dia ajak aku keluar
aku harap dia ajak aku makan ke, minum ke, tengok wayang ke, shopping ke
apa-apa je...
aku tak suka perasaan ni
aku tak suka bila tak pasti dimana aku berdiri
aku tak suka bila tak tahu apa perasaan dia
aku tak suka bertepuk sebelah tangan
aku tak suka kena mulakan sesuatu yang aku tak tau dimana akan berakhir
boleh tak kalau dia mulakan
adakah dia takde perasaan yang sama dengan aku?
adakah aku memang ada perasaan sorang-sorang je
adakah? apakah?
aku tak suka.. tak suka macam nih.
kalau betul, jauhkanlah hati aku dari dia... aku ingin hidup yang tenang
dia memang telah mengucar-kacirkan hidup aku...
siapa parah?
apa yang parah?
huhuhu... semuanya aku.
aku tak tau kenapa, aku tak tau sebab apa, dan obviously, aku tak tau macamana nak overcome ni.
aku tak tau mcmana boleh aku igt pada seseorang yang aku tak pasti igt kat aku tak.
seseorang yg sedang fikir pasal aku tak.
aku sekarang tertanya-tanya, samaada dia
- fikir pasal aku
- ingat dekat aku
- rindu kat aku
- nak jumpa aku
- nak dgr suara aku
- nak borak-borak dgn aku
- nak tau apa kabar aku
sebab.. semua tu aku condition aku sekarang
dan aku tu dia.
so aku rasa sangat parah
aku harap dia dalam keadaan yang sama
aku harap dia nak jumpa aku
aku harap dia resah gelisah jugak
aku harap dapat tengok dia
aku harap dapat jumpa dia
aku harap dapat borak-borak dan gelak-gelak pada joke dia, pada joke aku
aku harap kalau tak jumpa dia, atau nampak dia, tengok facebook dia pun boleh
aku harap nampak kereta dia pun ok
aku harap chatting dgn dia pun ok
aku harap dia ajak aku keluar
aku harap dia ajak aku makan ke, minum ke, tengok wayang ke, shopping ke
apa-apa je...
aku tak suka perasaan ni
aku tak suka bila tak pasti dimana aku berdiri
aku tak suka bila tak tahu apa perasaan dia
aku tak suka bertepuk sebelah tangan
aku tak suka kena mulakan sesuatu yang aku tak tau dimana akan berakhir
boleh tak kalau dia mulakan
adakah dia takde perasaan yang sama dengan aku?
adakah aku memang ada perasaan sorang-sorang je
adakah? apakah?
aku tak suka.. tak suka macam nih.
kalau betul, jauhkanlah hati aku dari dia... aku ingin hidup yang tenang
dia memang telah mengucar-kacirkan hidup aku...
Friday 17 June 2011
Life's like that..
You may at times found that the world is unfair.
You will sometimes feels like hating everything and everybody.
But you know, life is like that.
All you have to do is get up and fight.
Find your own path.
You know life is a challenge.
All you have to do is be strong. Cry a few cry if you must, but life must go on. Hate a few people, curse a few if they make u feel better. Just never stop fighting. Never give up.
Life will be wonderful.
You will sometimes feels like hating everything and everybody.
But you know, life is like that.
All you have to do is get up and fight.
Find your own path.
You know life is a challenge.
All you have to do is be strong. Cry a few cry if you must, but life must go on. Hate a few people, curse a few if they make u feel better. Just never stop fighting. Never give up.
Life will be wonderful.
posted from Bloggeroid
Thursday 9 June 2011
panas.panas.panas.
Sebenarnya bukan citer panas ke apa, cuma hati aku rasa panas.
Aku tak tau kenapa, tapi mcm aku tak dpt buat satu benda dgn betul pun. Semua benda salah, semua benda tak betul, semua tak siap, semua tak impressive.
Semua benda tak menyebelahi aku. Semua benda menyakitkan hati. Semua org buat aku rasa benci. Terasa mcm tiada kasih sayang untuk aku dalam dunia ini. Apa yg nak aku buat.
Apa.. apa.. aku harus jadi bagaimana.. harus jadi orang yang macamana.. apa yg terbaik dan apa pulak yang tertulis untuk aku?
Kadang-kadang aku cuma benci dunia.
Aku tak tau kenapa, tapi mcm aku tak dpt buat satu benda dgn betul pun. Semua benda salah, semua benda tak betul, semua tak siap, semua tak impressive.
Semua benda tak menyebelahi aku. Semua benda menyakitkan hati. Semua org buat aku rasa benci. Terasa mcm tiada kasih sayang untuk aku dalam dunia ini. Apa yg nak aku buat.
Apa.. apa.. aku harus jadi bagaimana.. harus jadi orang yang macamana.. apa yg terbaik dan apa pulak yang tertulis untuk aku?
Kadang-kadang aku cuma benci dunia.
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Saturday 4 June 2011
hati hati
I pray to U Allah, if he is not meant for me, make my heart not interested. If we are not meant to be together, make our heart far apart. If he's not for me, make my heart, my feeling go numb towards him.
Ameen
Ameen
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Thursday 2 June 2011
....
I hate men. They are toying with our feeling, thinking they are much superior than us.
I hate men.
I hate men.
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Wednesday 1 June 2011
Breaking Benjamin - The Diary of Jane
was watching this at 3.40am on Wednesday morning (yes, working day) and I thinking...
1) What am I doing in this wee hour not sleeping during a working weekdays
2) What if...
3) Does the song make me calmer?
4) Hey, where are you and what are you doing? Do you even remember me?
5) Life is tough...
1) What am I doing in this wee hour not sleeping during a working weekdays
2) What if...
3) Does the song make me calmer?
4) Hey, where are you and what are you doing? Do you even remember me?
5) Life is tough...
Monday 30 May 2011
Wednesday 11 May 2011
Tuesday 10 May 2011
crying
i feel like doing something which I haven't do in a long time.
but i'm just not in my safe place yet.
but i'm just not in my safe place yet.
Monday 9 May 2011
what is happiness?
I can't figure it out.
what is happiness actually.
is being with your loved ones called happiness?
is being with your friend called happiness?
is having a lot of money called happiness?
is having somebody loving you to death called happiness?
is having your family and friend beside u all the time called happiness?
is able to do everything you want is happiness..?
then,
what about somebody who has nobody, who has nothing, who is not capable of doing a lot of things they want..
are they not destined to be happy?..
~my life is a journey to find happiness, eternal happiness...~
what is happiness actually.
is being with your loved ones called happiness?
is being with your friend called happiness?
is having a lot of money called happiness?
is having somebody loving you to death called happiness?
is having your family and friend beside u all the time called happiness?
is able to do everything you want is happiness..?
then,
what about somebody who has nobody, who has nothing, who is not capable of doing a lot of things they want..
are they not destined to be happy?..
~my life is a journey to find happiness, eternal happiness...~
Monday 2 May 2011
like a star..
I thought for some time, i did found my star. I just hate thinking about people who does not even think about me. My life will be much easier without them in my mind, in my life. but this is a beautiful song from Corrine Bailey Rae. I just hope I'll find mine in time, my own star...
Corinne Bailey Rae - Like A Star
Just like a star across my sky,
Just like an angel off the page,
You have appeared to my life,
Feel like I'll never be the same,
Just like a song in my heart,
Just like oil on my hands,
Honour to love you
Still I wonder why it is,
I don't argue like this,
With anyone but you,
We do it all the time,
Blowing out my mind,
You've got this look I can't describe,
You make me feel like I'm alive,
When everything else is au fait,
Without a doubt you're on my side,
Heaven has been away too long,
Can't find the words to write this song,
Oh...
Your love,
Still I wonder why it is,
I don't argue like this,
With anyone but you,
We do it all the time,
Blowing out my mind,
Now I have come to understand,
The way it is,
It's not a secret anymore,
'cause we've been through that before,
From tonight I know that you're the only one,
I've been confused and in the dark,
Now I understand,
I wonder why it is,
I don't argue like this,
With anyone but you,
I wonder why it is,
I wont let my guard down,
For anyone but you
We do it all the time,
Blowing out my mind,
Just like a star across my sky,
Just like an angel off the page,
You have appeared to my life,
Feel like I'll never be the same,
Just like a song in my heart,
Just like oil on my hands
just check the video... it's a beautiful song, and she sing it really beautifully...
Corinne Bailey Rae - Like A Star
Just like a star across my sky,
Just like an angel off the page,
You have appeared to my life,
Feel like I'll never be the same,
Just like a song in my heart,
Just like oil on my hands,
Honour to love you
Still I wonder why it is,
I don't argue like this,
With anyone but you,
We do it all the time,
Blowing out my mind,
You've got this look I can't describe,
You make me feel like I'm alive,
When everything else is au fait,
Without a doubt you're on my side,
Heaven has been away too long,
Can't find the words to write this song,
Oh...
Your love,
Still I wonder why it is,
I don't argue like this,
With anyone but you,
We do it all the time,
Blowing out my mind,
Now I have come to understand,
The way it is,
It's not a secret anymore,
'cause we've been through that before,
From tonight I know that you're the only one,
I've been confused and in the dark,
Now I understand,
I wonder why it is,
I don't argue like this,
With anyone but you,
I wonder why it is,
I wont let my guard down,
For anyone but you
We do it all the time,
Blowing out my mind,
Just like a star across my sky,
Just like an angel off the page,
You have appeared to my life,
Feel like I'll never be the same,
Just like a song in my heart,
Just like oil on my hands
just check the video... it's a beautiful song, and she sing it really beautifully...
Thursday 3 March 2011
bagaimana rasa ini....
kenapa ye?
aku tak tau kenapa...
feeling ni macamana ye?
apakah rasa ini ye?
aku tak tau apa rasa dia, aku dalam fikiran dia...
yang aku tau, mungkin aku suka dia.
hanya kerana aku rasa dia suka aku.
tapi, mungkin dia tiada rasa pada aku
jadi aku yang salah selama ini.
jadi macamana??
beri la aku petunjuk.
beri aku klu,
beritahu aku bagaimana rasa ini
bagaimana untuk aku buang rasa ini.
bagaimana untuk aku hadapi lagi
i need some motivation
i need someone to be there for me,
or i might lost again....
aku tak tau kenapa...
feeling ni macamana ye?
apakah rasa ini ye?
aku tak tau apa rasa dia, aku dalam fikiran dia...
yang aku tau, mungkin aku suka dia.
hanya kerana aku rasa dia suka aku.
tapi, mungkin dia tiada rasa pada aku
jadi aku yang salah selama ini.
jadi macamana??
beri la aku petunjuk.
beri aku klu,
beritahu aku bagaimana rasa ini
bagaimana untuk aku buang rasa ini.
bagaimana untuk aku hadapi lagi
i need some motivation
i need someone to be there for me,
or i might lost again....
Thursday 3 February 2011
my so-called-friend
Aku tak tau kenapa aku rasa bengang sangat, tapi aku memang bengang betul lah!
Sakit betul hati aku.
Mungkin aku marah dia.
Tapi kenapa?
Aku tau sebab..
1) 1) She’s the reason I didn’t reach the peak last time.
2) 2) Dia menyakitkan hati aku!!!
3) 3) Dah la sebabkan aku tak sampai puncak masa tuh, aku kena turun sbb dia jugak. Lepas tu dia nak naik dulu????
Geramnya aku rasa!!
4) 4) Dah la dia ajak org yg aku kenal tuh! Kenapa aku marah sangat aku pun tak paham! Tak paham tak paham! Tapi sangat marah.
5) Next time tak nak ajak dia. Pegi la dgn kawan2 runner dia tu semua tuh! Benci!
Geram! Geram! Geram!
Sampai atas? Amik gambar!
Siap war-warkan kat facebook! Being so arrogant dgn timing dia. Whatever! Malas nak layan ko lagi.
Malas nak kawan ko lagi.
Gi la kawan dgn kawan-kawan runner ko tu semua. I don’t give a damn about it.
Damn.
Monday 31 January 2011
The Green Hornet
i don't know about you, but I am certainly excited to watch this movie.
Hope that this is a good one.
We just love Jay Chou *_^
Hope that this is a good one.
We just love Jay Chou *_^
...and the story goes
how dare U hang up on me?!
mana boleh, dia kena tunggu aku hang up baru dia hang up!
wobble.. wobble.. wobble...
I did some dare things also, by doing what I did tonight.
then dia tanya mau join diorang next time?
haha... do I dare to? I don't know. I just wanna have fun, but if being with them means I need to force myself, I don't want to...
oh yeah... I shall start looking for a bicycle.
mana boleh, dia kena tunggu aku hang up baru dia hang up!
wobble.. wobble.. wobble...
I did some dare things also, by doing what I did tonight.
then dia tanya mau join diorang next time?
haha... do I dare to? I don't know. I just wanna have fun, but if being with them means I need to force myself, I don't want to...
oh yeah... I shall start looking for a bicycle.
Saturday 29 January 2011
i promise myself, that i won't let anybody hurt me anymore...
first he
can't let me go. seems like. can't bring me to his life. yet, don't want to let me go and let me live another life...
he hurts me so much at one time, that i think nobody else is capable of doing
he is the only one ever able to do so.
second he
well, this is just recently.
he come to my life, and yet leave me confuse.
now i'm kinda missing him... and i am so confused.
what exactly he's thinking... what does he feel?
why does he keep contacting me before, but now suddenly missing.
he's truly is missing.
anyway, i promise myself, i wont let anybody hurt me anymore.
they won't matter to me anymore.
i won't care about them anymore.
i'll just live my life anyway i want.
somebody who don't care about me, really don't deserve me.
period.
can't let me go. seems like. can't bring me to his life. yet, don't want to let me go and let me live another life...
he hurts me so much at one time, that i think nobody else is capable of doing
he is the only one ever able to do so.
second he
well, this is just recently.
he come to my life, and yet leave me confuse.
now i'm kinda missing him... and i am so confused.
what exactly he's thinking... what does he feel?
why does he keep contacting me before, but now suddenly missing.
he's truly is missing.
anyway, i promise myself, i wont let anybody hurt me anymore.
they won't matter to me anymore.
i won't care about them anymore.
i'll just live my life anyway i want.
somebody who don't care about me, really don't deserve me.
period.
Tuesday 4 January 2011
Welcome twenty eleven~
It maybe a little late (but not too late I hope) to wish a happy new year to all.
Well, for me, new year is just another day, similar issues, similar routine.. unless you will be taking a very drastic change in your life, just because it's a new year.... and I don't believe in new year resolution. I believe that we shall make amendment and improvement and aim and achievement by daily basis. There's no need to wait for the whole year to end for you to review your achievement. duh.
This year i start the day a little sorrow.. I am not sure why though.
Anyway, these are things which I would like to try in 2011.
~ to live and eat more healthily.
~ to get up earlier everyday and to reach work earlier. (then, I can leave earlier, I hope)
~ to gain more money, and to have better money management. I should save more. (I want to move out and live on my own as soon as possible right)
~ I almost give up on further study. I am thinking that I shall improve myself in another means, not only from direct course. Language, and account, and business, and communication skill is a good option.
Then... I don't understand why at 8.15am I am still sitting here in my room without even showered yet and typing into something not so important? I should really really manage my time well this year.
to be cont...
welcome twenty eleven~
It maybe a little late (but not too late I hope) to wish a happy new year to all.
Well, for me, new year is just another day, similar issues, similar routine.. unless you will be taking a very drastic change in your life, just because it's a new year.... and I don't believe in new year resolution. I believe that we shall make amendment and improvement and aim and achievement by daily basis. There's no need to wait for the whole year to end for you to review your achievement. duh.
This year i start the day a little sorrow.. I am not sure why though.
Anyway, these are things which I would like to try in 2011.
~ to live and eat more healthily.
~ to get up earlier everyday and to reach work earlier. (then, I can leave earlier, I hope)
~ to gain more money, and to have better money management. I should save more. (I want to move out and live on my own as soon as possible right)
~ I almost give up on further study. I am thinking that I shall improve myself in another means, not only from direct course. Language, and account, and business, and communication skill is a good option.
Then... I don't understand why at 8.15am I am still sitting here in my room without even showered yet and typing into something not so important? I should really really manage my time well this year.
to be cont...
Well, for me, new year is just another day, similar issues, similar routine.. unless you will be taking a very drastic change in your life, just because it's a new year.... and I don't believe in new year resolution. I believe that we shall make amendment and improvement and aim and achievement by daily basis. There's no need to wait for the whole year to end for you to review your achievement. duh.
This year i start the day a little sorrow.. I am not sure why though.
Anyway, these are things which I would like to try in 2011.
~ to live and eat more healthily.
~ to get up earlier everyday and to reach work earlier. (then, I can leave earlier, I hope)
~ to gain more money, and to have better money management. I should save more. (I want to move out and live on my own as soon as possible right)
~ I almost give up on further study. I am thinking that I shall improve myself in another means, not only from direct course. Language, and account, and business, and communication skill is a good option.
Then... I don't understand why at 8.15am I am still sitting here in my room without even showered yet and typing into something not so important? I should really really manage my time well this year.
to be cont...
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